12th August 2005,
Fri. So fast, almost end of the week. Days passing real speedily. Praise the Lord. Things under control today. I had a small chat with Choong. She's doing okie, able to response well, and the In-Patient TTA has resume back it's operation in order. Has short meeting with Staff on Ward Check, things should be going great. The Staff has actually been improving, just that sometimes I complaint too much, and putting too high expectation that will subsequently put some stress on others.
Learning each day to love my staff, to able to open up the communication. Praise the Lord, overall..work has been good. Tonight will be High Step. Has been cut off from Church Fellowship for quite sometimes. Not really...has been involved in church, CG etc, yet still couldn't able to blend in as before. Especially CG members, why? Is it because most already attached? Maybe I'm over-sensitive. I notice I couldn't really talk to my CG members nowadays, why? Maybe I'm just sensitive,.... probably I need to make initiative to greet them, rather than waiting for them to approach me. Need to be proactive. Praise God, later we will be having dinner with Winnie and Andrew. Seem that they had been blend in the group well. Matt has been doing real great job in follow-upping. Myself, slack a lot in follow-up. Has been quite passive these while. Probably sign of aging.....Not easily to laugh. More solemn nowdays. Should laugh more, laugh at my foolishness, laugh at the problems, laugh at the rigidity...and be cool:)
